Through It.

Lot of days I'm frustrated and I'm wishing to die...
I'm crying so hard my eyes have dried...
It never stops..the fight never ends..
I don't know I'm through or I'm just used to it...
You say ''you look like you' ve been through a lot''
I'm just like''nah!! last night i just didn't sleep enough''
what's your trouble? why the rush?
they'll hear you, can you hush?? 
I'm wishing I'm praying these days would end,
night of glory,colorful blend
of air of sweetness that fill my lungs
with glaze that a will see myself with fond.
I'll tattoo my tongue,I'll bleed in my chest...
have mercy on me god, i feel helpless...
I avoid my home cuz it don't feel like home...
the fortress i built turned into tomb...
Battles were fought and wars were lost,
Alongside with sadness and love that was forced...
Though I'm crying with a smile on my face...
I'm hoping this life will see through those days...


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