Grown Up
Guess I’m scared to be a grown up even that I am Afraid to take responsible, More than I can Scared to Develop emotion, feeling that could hurt Hurt you for nothing and more than it should Wake up early morning and go to different college Work your ass off and not get what you deserve An underpaid salary just to meet the ends Gotta appreciate what I have, I have made amends With myself even thought I doubt myself But I’m living off of what I made don’t need no one’s help. Don’t know why I get so lonely even with rooms of people They talk too much, I don’t understand, its all clitter-clatter I get anxious all of a sudden, I feel like I should die Who am I talking to? Myself? From whom I can’t even hide A figure of hate and regret whom her parent don’t even trust Forget the haters from other side, push me with a thrust My heartbeats so hard sometimes I just want it to stop I distant myself with people cuz I don’t want em hurt A rush of senses I co...