A Girl

Here to a girl who stays up all night

She is here, she is right beside.

She compares and differentiate her world

with some fear inside

She holds on to her self-esteem and her pride

cuz that’s all she has

Separates herself from the world

Dead compassion her secret world

Has no one and cry's alone

“I don't give a fuck” her attitude

She crumbles down but no one knows

Sympathize bunch of relate-able “relate-able”

No happiness but bearable

She didn't like to show her tears,

She held it in, in front of her and all of them,

She has a sharp pain piercing through her heart,

Sometimes even hard time to breath in and out,

Her head feel like its gonna burst though the pain,

But she refuse to take any medications


Her demon woke to deal this crisis

She cut her wrist, on daily basis

She laughed so hard like a lunatic

She fell so hard pathetically... like a heartless bitch

She cried for help but no one heard

She loathed her own reflection

Always wondered how’d I lead a life like this?

Grown up? They're full of suggestions.

A child Died, Adult was born

Wanted to bleed to death, Skin was torn

It wasn't her wish to disappear and die

even when she said with a cry but


Everyday she actually pray for accidents

Break her head no, break her legs,

Her desperation. (desperate lack of Death)

Tried to study, tried to learn,

I tried but failed the world lesson

Now she doesn't show common emotion

She agrees to all but holds to none.

I feel like I deserve better,

but when that better arrives it doesn't deserve me.





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