Untitled 2014

15/12/2014

Wow! I'm surprised you actually tried to kill me
I guess not cuz it was one of your dream
I'm scared of heights, I'm at top and I'm screaming
You push me down, I cannot believe what I'm seeing,
Dad? You're supposed to be my first love and my first mentor
You've gotta pick me up and be there after what I've been through
I guess you regret I'm your daughter not a SON
If  you don't like me just say it and then I'm gone.
(I think you still regret the day that I was born)

Father Father Father I don't want you to be a murder
If you didn't want me, then why the fuck did you fathered me?
I see other's father kissing on their daughters cheeks
She says "I'm so embarrassed" but she says "Im used to it"
You've said many bad things to me but I was always by your side
You tried to hurt and you're my father I can't deny.
Its just sad to see you fail both being HUSBAND and a DAD.
If me and mum try to fix it, your ego hurts and you are mad
Your attitude hurt people, you can see it. You ain't a fool.
We're always walking on the edges when we're with you.

Father Father Father I don't want you to be a murder
If you didn't want me, then why the fuck did you fathered me?
She asked "where is your father whom I never see you with?"
I'm embarrassed to say he hates me. It's sad to say but I'm used to it.

This is the last time that I'm gonna stick around
I'll be leaving soon, i hope you stay safe and sound
You didn't understand me and mum are here to rescue you
We want to change you for better was the almost truth
We are your friends not enemy
Oh well you didn't care to see
You treat us like were no family
I know I'm a disappointment, at least you're happy

#Mental_Issues
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